It was my day one in the lush green and cold valleys of Manali, Himachal Pradesh, India. The wind rushing by, the river flowing endlessly. I could hear every single sonorous sound around me. Just then what I not needed to hear was the same “Whatsapp” buzz which came from the one person I was trying to avoid or I should say, ‘I was running from’. My heart went silent. I couldn’t hear those pleasing sounds anymore. It made me think again, “How did I let myself get here?” How did I get so sucked in?

“The more you wait, the better you get”, says my roommate. I have had the shittiest day ever. I cried, screamed out loud, desperately tried to seek attention from the one who wouldn’t give it to me. Why do we always do that? I mean, try to draw attention from…

We all have been there. We all have done that. Ghosting someone. Leaving them in the middle of a confused and disappointing state. We stop answering other person’s texts or calls without any valid reason. It leaves you with a lot of uncertainty and unexplained series of questions. A recent…